=]

im so happy atm
College is kinda dragging out now but i love it.
im so happy in life :)
my job is good , family life is sorting its self out
my friends are great , best of all


i have the best boyfriend in the world :)
hes so lush :)
he's been off college the past week and ive never missed anyone so much , like ever :)
i actually nearly cried ahaha sad i know but its lovely :):)
today he was back at college and it was great, spent like 4 hours in his arms :)
ive never felt this way :) he makes me so happy with out trying :)


but gavin and stacy is on bow so bye :)

i forgot ...

I'M GOING TO ISLE OF WIGHT FESTIVAL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

that means gunna see florence and the machine xD xD

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

sooooo excited xD

Shit its March ...

I can't believe we're already almost a 1/4 of the way through this year :O

ouchiees time flies.

So last blog was feb half term , a bit i may have left out would be my valentines day xD

Firstly i hope people reading had a good one this year:)

I remember my last year one , i went to my boyfriends ( Ex now) house n we made like a full on 3 course dinner together

It was nice , but the cheesecake failed.

I'm not really a valentines day girl tbh, its all a bit fake for me 

'Oh i love you so much blah blah blah i've known you 5 days and my heart is yours ' <3

Yeah right , give over . 

This year was different , it was spur of the moment planning and although there wasnt that much time spent together, it was really nice :)

I know i've bitched about love + dating etc before but this just feels different 

I'm gunna be corny .. It feels right :)

He's lovely , he's so caring , he's understanding 

and he's sexy as hell ;)

best thing ...

HE's MINE mwahhaha ( evil laugh)

I honestly don't remember being this happy =] , i just wish my ex would grow a pair and stop bugging me.

ITs like he cant handle that he's never gunna have me again so he is trying to make me hate him.

Right today he told me i'm not aloud to see my friends on a Monday or a Friday ?

I mean wtf ? what gives him the right to timetable when i see my mates ?

argh thinking about it makes me angry :@

blergh bored now ...

ooooft !

Ah i really don't make time for blogging , but i think its the longest lasting diary thing i have ahah.
Best week ever tbh , this half term has been GREAT.

i started a new job , which i love n everyones great + made about £140 for this week alone :)
ive gone to 3 concerts , wheyyy . Kelly clarkson , Ivyrise and Tinchy Strader :) , all awesome .
and ive caught up with some friends that i havent seen since school days
Sophie had an amazing party :)
although , Aiden you CUNT if u read this :P:P
After we were all sleeping fine all comfy , mike decided to piss aiden off n wake us all up .
this worked to a right treat n aiden then got all ' awake' fml ...
after fighting me and sophie for another 2 hours ( somehow he beat us both ... at the same time) we finally got back to sleep .
Jodie joined us , so there was now 4 of us in a double bed aha .
I frequently wake up during me sleep , first time i did i swear aiden was at the end of the bed sleeping like a dog :P funny times :)


AHHH i have more to write but it will have to wait till later as ive got work in an hour n im still in bed :)
BYEEEEE

Love really messes you up ...

People always say :

'It's better to have love and lost ,
than it is to have never loved at all'


I'm starting to disagree with this, having loved and lost myself i can tell you its no fun.
I mean yeah during the relationship i was happy whilst it was good , but it also mad me so sad.
And now ... after the break up ( which was like the worst ever ) i feel so screwed up .
To get back into the dating 'game' is so confusing.
Like is it okay to say i love you ? No its not , or you seem crazy
Im used to constant texting , but now that seems too forward ?

I keep thinking about this one guy , even though its not going anywhere , i just cant stop.
but then i will , and just cant be bothered , im so confused by this crazy thing called love..


im sorry if this did make any sense , i stopped any started for an hour

x

Long Time ?

So So So .. New years and so good :)
Stories from that night are going to be crackin' me up for months :)

Its been snowing :D
my drive way is like FULL of snow :) i have to go shovel it all into a corner so my stepdad can go to work tomorrow :L so gunna make a hugge snowman :)

Perfect ..
What is perfect ? Is it possible ?
Everyone has at LEAST one flaw right ?
If i could design a perfect guy i'd be so happy :L it would be great ,

The Guy :)
* He'd have to be able to make me laugh , not with jokes but just make me so happy a giggle comes out
* He'd have to have that something that makes him stand out from the rest , that indescribable thing
* He'd have to have the right balance between Mature and Immature , so he's fun but not annoying
* He's have to be talkative , spend hours chatting about absolute shite :)
Looks ;)
* He'd have to be tall enough for me to where heels and for him still be taller , but not too tall otherwise i'd feel short
* Hair - Long enough to play with but not too long, also would have to look good  but without him knowing , like when guys complain when its not 'right' but it looks so nice
* Eyes - i have this thing about piercing eyes , like a bright blue or a deep green , ooft
* Body - you cant go wrong with a nice bit on tone can you ? :P but not too much because then their not cuddle-able :L

Ahh wouldn't that be lush :L

Love , Love , Love , i want your love

Romance ............. ahh im a sucker for it .
Even if its not towards me , it makes me go awwww.
Even if its someone i like , towards another girl , it makes me go awwww.

2010 is coming , FAST
i must start thinking of some resolutions .

2009 where :
*Do well in GCSEs    = yeahh i suppose
* Size 8 prom dress    = Oh yes :D
* Spend the year with max   = hmm almost
* Not to lose anyone when i go to brock   =  oops



2 out of 4 is good ? ahaha



hmm im thinking ... this isn't working lol .

ANYWAY - sherlock was ammmazing :D defiantly go see it =]


i have a feeling i will post a biggie later :)
x