People always say :
'It's better to have love and lost ,
than it is to have never loved at all'
I'm starting to disagree with this, having loved and lost myself i can tell you its no fun.
I mean yeah during the relationship i was happy whilst it was good , but it also mad me so sad.
And now ... after the break up ( which was like the worst ever ) i feel so screwed up .
To get back into the dating 'game' is so confusing.
Like is it okay to say i love you ? No its not , or you seem crazy
Im used to constant texting , but now that seems too forward ?
I keep thinking about this one guy , even though its not going anywhere , i just cant stop.
but then i will , and just cant be bothered , im so confused by this crazy thing called love..
im sorry if this did make any sense , i stopped any started for an hour
x
Friday, 8 January 2010
Thursday, 7 January 2010
Long Time ?
So So So .. New years and so good :)
Stories from that night are going to be crackin' me up for months :)
Its been snowing :D
my drive way is like FULL of snow :) i have to go shovel it all into a corner so my stepdad can go to work tomorrow :L so gunna make a hugge snowman :)
Perfect ..
What is perfect ? Is it possible ?
Everyone has at LEAST one flaw right ?
If i could design a perfect guy i'd be so happy :L it would be great ,
The Guy :)
* He'd have to be able to make me laugh , not with jokes but just make me so happy a giggle comes out
* He'd have to have that something that makes him stand out from the rest , that indescribable thing
* He'd have to have the right balance between Mature and Immature , so he's fun but not annoying
* He's have to be talkative , spend hours chatting about absolute shite :)
Looks ;)
* He'd have to be tall enough for me to where heels and for him still be taller , but not too tall otherwise i'd feel short
* Hair - Long enough to play with but not too long, also would have to look good but without him knowing , like when guys complain when its not 'right' but it looks so nice
* Eyes - i have this thing about piercing eyes , like a bright blue or a deep green , ooft
* Body - you cant go wrong with a nice bit on tone can you ? :P but not too much because then their not cuddle-able :L
Ahh wouldn't that be lush :L
Stories from that night are going to be crackin' me up for months :)
Its been snowing :D
my drive way is like FULL of snow :) i have to go shovel it all into a corner so my stepdad can go to work tomorrow :L so gunna make a hugge snowman :)
Perfect ..
What is perfect ? Is it possible ?
Everyone has at LEAST one flaw right ?
If i could design a perfect guy i'd be so happy :L it would be great ,
The Guy :)
* He'd have to be able to make me laugh , not with jokes but just make me so happy a giggle comes out
* He'd have to have that something that makes him stand out from the rest , that indescribable thing
* He'd have to have the right balance between Mature and Immature , so he's fun but not annoying
* He's have to be talkative , spend hours chatting about absolute shite :)
Looks ;)
* He'd have to be tall enough for me to where heels and for him still be taller , but not too tall otherwise i'd feel short
* Hair - Long enough to play with but not too long, also would have to look good but without him knowing , like when guys complain when its not 'right' but it looks so nice
* Eyes - i have this thing about piercing eyes , like a bright blue or a deep green , ooft
* Body - you cant go wrong with a nice bit on tone can you ? :P but not too much because then their not cuddle-able :L
Ahh wouldn't that be lush :L
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